I barely had any sleep last night and for crying out loud why did I even wake up at 4:15 am? I guess I got too excited about college to sleep. Nonetheless I don’t feel groggy and tired so I’m not gonna complain about it.
What I actually want to talk about is my over excitement+nervousness. And this is where my guitar 🎸 comes in. Whenever I start over thinking stuffs my go to medicine is my guitar. It helps me to calm my nerves.
Literally, in my case, guitar does a good job of soothing my mind compared to meditation practices (okay, I know I’m not even qualified to talk about meditation especially since I barely ever meditate, but you get the point. Playing guitar needs a lot of focus and it automatically shuts down the over thinking part of your brain. Whereas in meditation…y’know how it goes, right? I don’t even have to explain that, and besides I have already wrote a blog post on that topic, so refer to that if you want.)
I’m a total noob when it comes to playing guitar, but still I just love it. But there is one problem though. I get too relaxed sometimes and put myself in weird situations. Like when everybody was super nervous about the final exam I was goofing around watching anime. And now I’m totally chill writing this post when I’m supposed to be getting ready for college I don’t know if it’s a good thing or not anymore (okay I’m gonna go get ready. I’ll continue this post later.)
Anyways. now I’m on the way to my college and I assume that I’ll be there in another hour and a half. Hope everything goes all right.
I really suck at ending a blog post so I guess I’ll just publish it right away.