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Engulfed By The Nothingness

Life...is chaotic. Maybe as a kid I didn't realize it, but as I continue on the path of life, it is becoming more and more obscure to see, more and more suffocating to breathe. This confusion never seems to end. What is life? What am I supposed to do? What was the point of me… Continue reading Engulfed By The Nothingness

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Exploring My Dark Side

Okay, this post is gonna be pretty personal (and sorta gloomy...at least, I expect it to be), because I'm gonna be venturing into the realm of my fears, and the darkest part of me. My first biggest fear is that I will never be able to feel love. No I'm not just talking about the… Continue reading Exploring My Dark Side

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The Encounter With A SpiderĀ 

Yesterday I had a pretty weird night. I encountered a freaking spider which seemed to be dead set on sleeping in my bed, and for some reason it wasn't sneaky (which is how most spiders are) about its intentions either. It was sitting in the middle of the bed where any living creature with an… Continue reading The Encounter With A SpiderĀ 

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Some People Aren’t Just Meant To Be Compatible

I'm not really happy right now. Why? Because I'm with my brother, and it pains me to say that I dislike it. I'm trying all I can to not to hate the guy. After all, there are different kinds of people in this world and will continue to be regardless whether I like all of… Continue reading Some People Aren’t Just Meant To Be Compatible

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I Shake My Legs, And I googled It Why…

I shake my legs almost all the time I'm sitting, and I don't even know when this became a habit. Now that I think about it I've been doing this as long as I can remember. I've had several people who think that it's creepy that I keep shaking my legs, and a lot of… Continue reading I Shake My Legs, And I googled It Why…

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When I’m Around People

I'm really awkward around people (I think all of you must have had similar experiences, so I'd totally appreciate any advice on this matter), and now I'm gonna try to say what usually goes on in my mind when I'm around people. Scenario: I'm traveling with other people *there's a sudden realization* Me:  "OMG where… Continue reading When I’m Around People

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How I’ve Changed: Sleep

It's time to look back, and see how far I've come, and how different I am from the person I used to be. My Sleep. Before change (let's call this period of my life BC from now on): *rolls in the bed* Me:"I've got exam tomorrow! I learned everything, right?" *gets anxious* " Yeah, I… Continue reading How I’ve Changed: Sleep